As an insomniac your mind is always turning and dwelling on the worst imaginable things possible.Things that you know are
not good for you, things you know that shoulod never be.No matter how much it has torn you up in the past, it is still the one thing that you pine for above all.It is like a horriable drug that you are not able to get away from, a drug that just consumes your whole soul.No matter how hard you try to shake it, it is always right there beside you.At times you feel caged, as if your in a box where no other
thoughts will ever get in or out.The early mornings are usually the worst times for you.You feel as if everyone else in the world is asleep but you.It is as if the whole world goes into shut down mode, as your mind explores its awful disgust in itself.You just wish that you could fill this space in your head with different thoughts.Good thoughts, happy thoughts anything besides what dwells in there at this point.So you ask yourself why?You know its never
going to work, you know its never going to make you happy.Yet you still care you still have the desire, the passion that drives you toward these thoughts.This horrirad addiction is what takes you over, it is whats controling your life.It will always be there, it will always hover over you, never to let you be.These thoughts they are your demons they are the one thing that you need to conquer, the one thing that you need to over come.They make it impossible to get over, they never want to leave.In the end these demons that you try so hard to rid yourself of, will be what devours your life.