IT''S ALWAYS DIFFICULT WHEN A FRIEND DRIFTS
APART FROM YOU.iT''S EVEN MORE PAINFUL WHEN IT HAPPENS TO BE YOUR BEST FRIEND...... Why
do I always have to cry for something I know I can no longer hold on
to?This is the question that boggles my mind.I always feel crying
whenever I get the chance to remember the
moments my friend and I used
to spend time together.I know I should just accept the sad truth that
things will never go back to normal between the two of us,but it hurts
me.It''s just so hard to let go of something that was such a big part of
my
life.Some people say I should simply value the time I''m spending
apart from my friend so I can discover myself-but this is just too
painful for me to do.Now I ask myself,what went wrong? It
was back in our senior year of high school when we frirst met.We bonded
and it eventually led to a sense of belonging.I treasure those moments
when I treated her as my sister.We grew closer but despite all my
expectations that we''d be better
friends,we eventually got into a
misunderstanding.I''ve started to feel empty since than. I''ve
accepted my mistakes and have tried to apologize but it''s just too
tough to win back her
friendship.Though she''s no longer interested to
be my friend,I still want to fix our situation.I know I must now start
to say a word "
goodbye,"but it will cost me countless tears before I
recover.I once told myself that I''m being silly, and that I probably
don''t deserve to have a best friend like her,but it''s difficult to
pretend that I''m not affected. They
say if you truly treasure someone as a friend,it doesn''t matter how
much he or she failed you.The important thing is that you still trust
and accept that someone as a friend no matter what.The trust and
acceptance she had for me is no longer there and I really can''t blame
her if that is the way she wants it to be.But our memories will remain
alive and I will treasure them forever.Eventually,I know that when we
leave behind the conflict, we''ll both be alright in the end.Each of us
have our own lives to lead.After failed attemps to become her friend
again,I realize that it might be good for her to go live her life and
welcome more acquaintances.It''s painful,but I have to respect this
decision and let her be free.I know our friendship didn''t last or work
out the way I expected it to, but I''m glad our paths once crossed in
high school.Because without the hurt that she has given me,I may not
have this deep sense od having learned something from her.I may find
someone new but I know I can no longer look for another person exactly
like her,I know it''s unlikely for her to return to me.But I''m still
hoping,even if it takes forever......we''ll be friends no matter
what...... In this story...it tells
us on how to be greatful,or how we should value our
friendship......that God given us....no matter what the differences we
have..no matter how painful she or he gave you...still friendship will
last if both of you want it to be last...I have a friend in high school
turn to be my bestfriend...but now I don''t know where she is...I can''t
find the reason why she stop our communication...she didn''t even
response to my email....but what ever she encountered I''ll still pray
for her goodness....soon we''ll meet again.....now I''m thankful to God
coz somehow He fills the emptiness and He gave me another one so-called
BHES....
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