I am a newbie in gay life and don''t know what I want and with who I can ask for advices regarding my feelings towards
same gander as me. My first feeling toward human called "man" when I was in boarding school. My senior seduced me when I was sleeping, Kinda excited and fun but at the same time I feel scared. He seduced my best friend and his friends as well. I was shocked and don''t know what to tell to my best friend what he did to me last week. •first crush•
second couple •third couple•forth,my beloved Lover ( the one i love most ) until now. an-ih-ku