MY MIRROR: my boyfriend of one year is one of the most interesting characters i ve ever met ,if there is an island in the world called "malo condratictiono"he is sure is the king,everyday with him is a rollocaster sometimes i scream out of fun and sometimes i just scream.
Anyways what makes him so interesting is the way he approaches things in our relation ship,which was so new to me ,he has zero ounce of romance in his 82 k super macho body,he just has his own weird and let me say unique version of love, he just doesnt believe in the "na7na7a"(ROMANCE)concept at all while i am this pathetic drewling "na7no7a"and yes, i admit this collision between our worlds caused me lots of problems and put alot of stress on our relation cuz at the end who wants a present without a nice wrapping and who wants a 2 min phone call with the man who loves cuz he just doesnt like phones and i quote" baby phone is for chicks to gossip"( i love it when he coats everything with his smooth baby ,love covers),and who wants brutal honesty that it actually hurts ;like one time when i ve cut my hair this super short cut and and i had the odesity to ask what did he think ,he didnt blink and almost puked and said in heart beat"bash3a,it makes u look like you r in ur 50s but i still love u though" and who wants to be answered ''YES" when asking the taboo question "do i look fat in this out fit" THE answer is me, moi am the one who wants all of this,u know why cuz with time i started to develop this sense of appericiation for the little things i used to take for granted like the phone call mins became for me of more value cuz i dont have the luxury of babling for hours with my man,even this weird tough love of his opinons increased his credebilty ;in other words his words have their own value cuz they r not hallmark answers he forced on me a romance inspired by his character and i came to the point that i really enjoy it ;i really enjoyed the simplest gesters that was overshadowed by the tacky glitter of the what so called " the image of the perfect shining armer i had it in my life"cuz i simply discovered i dont need to be saved, i simply can enjoy a dinner without the candle lights cuz i enjoy the company more, i dont need an hour of cleches on the phone when i can feel all i need from the first hello(stole this part from jerry maguire) all i need is the real " love you" that glows cuz it hasnot been worn out from the abuse of using it ,the real ''I will never hurt "and acctually believing it cuz this person is simply made without the phony factor,The real belief in a man''s word ,the real sacret status of a promise ,the real deal.
cuz i dont need snow white''s mirror that always reflects perfection i just need my own mirror which simply reflects me ,ugly me ,happy me ,fat me ,blonde me,brunett me and still accepts me. on the other hands i had once the fairy tail with my loving caring super romantic prince who eventually turned in to this ugly frog who was in constant mating state while I was playing the sleeping beauty,i had the sappy cake and you know what it wasnot that delecious cuz the sugar factor was to the roof every thing was so sugar coated that the real taste has gone. so tell me who needs a typical prince charming while you can enjoy the unique charm of your real life man. melo