Every time i hear this song,it reminisce me of lesbian sung this when i was in highschool. She was my
inspiration. Yes, i
have a crush on her.I impressed my classmates, teachers of being smart in the classroom and did things that make me noticeable to her and as she giving me smile pursue me to study hard and friendly to her friends.That time she was the meaning in my life. But then, she took advantage of me. She ask always to do something for her like homework, projects or anything that i could not say no.I lost that crush feeling because of that.
Do u believe that
inspiration is only 1% when it comes to love or anything?am...It was said by my professor in
humanities.And then after that, i realized, i believed ...he got the point.You are doing important things because you have to, you need to, it should be.Not doing things because of someone, but doing it because you have aspiration.You need result of your product, you have the will to get it.
But anyway,Im working and have to earn for my son.He is my inspiration.Im doin work for him and i have to, it should be not for me but for him.I want him here with me forever.he is always on my mind, in my heart...besides he came out from me...he is the meaning in my life.
Few months ago, it was played and sent this song from a guy friend of mine.He was very close to me, close to my heart(closely court me as well),i felt also love for him. He sent this song together also with some other old songs. And every time i hear this, his name appearing on my mind,reminds me of pains..emotionally.
I cant forget him, the way he treated me.The time we both share knowledge in music...