That guy...he used to say that he loves me, and am saying it as well. But why, what happened.. He disappeared then no communication at all for after several months of friendship and sharing love eventhough there was no courtship happened.
I called him to his mobile , i mean it call him but i reasoned i called the wrong person which he was,it was not him i was going to call but my friend. But then, he was on the line already telling stories and everything .That was the time, i got the news he has a girlfriend..a new girl of his life. I feel hurt and my heart bit used to squeeze tightly that made me feel that i am going to experience heart attack , apparently i controlled. After talking, i went upstairs int o my room and cried, asking why he did it to me , that why he did not tell me he has a new girlfriend.Am his friend...he is my friend..a loved friend...a special friend. I cried and cried while memories of conversations before that talk reminiscing me and felt more pain and questions. We used to call honey each other and share each other knowledge in music..and then after i just knew that they are calling each other honey..another thorn planted in my heart. I have learned if from their blog . They are both sweet to each other.
I could not forget the pain he did to me .I wondered , was he using me to practice courtship to that girl and sweetness to catch her? Did he fool me?or i misinterpret the way he treated me. Although , i could not forget him, i am trying my best to give attention to other things and guys but for now probably even for treating friendship to others might be controllable , its not just because i am not friendly but to avoid falling in again...
Another inspirational story from a magazine of life after death.Would you believe that he was sent already to morgue and then personnel there was shocked because the dead body moved?
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