It has been over twenty years and i am still waiting to see my
mothers true love for me, every day it hurts so much to know
that a man who is not even my father can come between me and my mother and this man is dead. What happened to the strong bond between mother and child? i think that the bond exists if the new mother is naturally that way so for example if the mother is in a good relationship or a naturally kind hearted person then the bond is more likely to be there. If on the other hand she got pregnant through a one night stand and hates being pregnant and hates the babies father then there might not be a bond or it might take a while for that feeling to kick in. If only this man had died when i was growing up my childhood would have been a lot happier, i might have been a doctor (just kidding) but you never know.
Forgive forgive forgive they say how can you forgive your own flesh and blood when you get pushed aside. I do not dwell on it too long as i start to cry a lot, i have been cheated out of a relationship with my mother and and other family members but who cares except for me. People assume that all
mothers are natural mothers and they nurture there young but no that is not true if you are in the way of your mothers happiness then you have to deal with it and just think you are the child. People talk about parents these days but trust me there is not a lot of diffference between some bad parents in the 60''s, 70''s and bad parents in 2007. I have my own children now and i show them so much love because to show love someone must show you it but i was one of the lucky ones who know how to love. xxx