Road Tadeuszu, beloved Synu my!Time came to light and though he in part justified his acts. Every in life commits a mistake in period of youth particularly, I did not it avoid them also and though heavy accusations pregnancy on my person, I hope that you will understand and value my confession.You heard surely that I had been jedną from the most mattering figures in our Sopliców rhodium. I it was not rich, but gladdened with daring among nobility and could always to calculate on her support. How this young, I had however it the easiest character. Quarrelsomeness, vanity and pride marked me. I felt like also impetuous, explosive, to fights. Stolnik be able to use these features my perfectly Horeszko. He was then jednym of the richest men in neighbourhood. Especially he in time of councils asked round me on and party sumptuous splendid feasts. They would gain me me, he was accustomed to say that there has not no better friend from me. There now the every bits of it were pretences! Disgusting hypocrisy! Necessary I was Stolnikowi to winning on his advantage nobility. Every voice in time of councils mattered!He noticed soon that I be enamoured in his very lovely daughter, Ewie. Despite that reciprocity be granted, proud aristocrat pretended that it has not about nothing of notion. He, where would gave back me, poor petty nobleman, his treasure. I had to wait soon also until I was passed black soup. This crossed out my hopes on gaining over sweetheart''s hand at last. You represent me, what I be wounded in my pride, desperate, bad and they went mad. Stirred I decided to leave for border from small squad of nobility. I wanted there to fight about freedom of motherland.
Before however hoped, that Stolnik, having seen me leaving country, it will be to move and gives back me for wife Ewę. Well this was for idea! During farewell Horeszko he asked me about advice in relationship with marriage daughter with castellan witebskim. This overweighed the scale of bitterness!I knew that Ewa loved because she survived father''s decision very me. I thought her to kidnap, but this was impossible. She the most probably would not it hold out the troubles of long trip. Destruction in me feeling to her was with situation only exit. This however it it was not straight lines! Little thinking I married first met girl on with its way, Twoją mother, Tadeuszu. I thought that I would manage to fall in love that I will forget about Ewie her... For nothing oneself this however it passed. I began drinking, I did not it take care about farm, I with inconsolable love it could not me give advices. Heavy my faults are! Your mother with worry died.There now I it could not Ciebie, Tadeuszu road I, loved very, Cię however bring up then, because alone I it was not inone''s right mind. I gave back Cię so my brother, Sędziemu, on education. He had to provide for Cię in conviction that I do not it live. Forgive that I it was not with Tobą in moment growing, but zrozum that I it could not proceed differently.