A horrible sense of blackness and the treachery of fate seized hold upon the soul of the unhappy student.
''My God!'' he cried, ''but what have I done? and when did I begin? To be made a class assistant - in the name of reason, where''s the
harm in that? Service wanted the position; Service might have got it. Would HE have been where I am now?''
''My dear fellow,'' said Macfarlane, ''what a boy you are! What harm HAS come to you? What harm CAN come to you if you hold your tongue? Why, man, do you know what this life is? There are two squads of us - the lions and the lambs. If you''re a lamb, you''
ll come to lie upon these tables like Gray or Jane Galbraith; if you''re a lion, you''ll live and drive a horse like me, like K-, like all the
world with any wit or courage. You''re staggered at the first. But look at K-! My dear fellow, you''re clever, you have pluck. I like you, and K- likes you. You were born to lead the hunt; and I tell you, on my honour and my experience of life, three days from now you''ll laugh at all these scarecrows like a High School boy at a farce.''
And with that Macfarlane took his departure and drove off up the wynd in his gig to get under cover before daylight. Fettes was thus left alone with his regrets. He
saw the miserable peril in which he stood involved. He saw, with inexpressible dismay, that there was no limit to his weakness, and that, from
concession to concession, he had fallen from the arbiter of Macfarlane''s destiny to his paid and helpless accomplice. He would have given the world to have been a little braver at the time, but it did not occur to him that he might still be brave. The secret of Jane Galbraith and the cursed entry in the day-book closed his mouth.
Hours passed; the class began to arrive; the members of the unhappy Gray were dealt out to one and to another, and received without remark. Richardson was made happy with the head; and before the hour of freedom rang Fettes trembled with exultation to perceive how far they had already gone toward safety.
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