IT''S A SAD AND QUIET NIGHT WITH WORDS AS MY SHADE,I AM WRITING THIS POEM HOPING THAT THE PAIN WOULD FADE.WE WERE TOGETHER FOR MANY YEARS,NOW ALL I CAN FEEL IS A FEAR.I GAVE ALL I COULD GIVE,BUT I THINK THIS WAS NOT THE WAY YOU WANTED TO LIVE,SOME DAYS BACK A STRONG RELATION WAS THERE,OUR LOVE WAS ONCE GREAT NOTHING COULD COMPARE.MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN,NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE I''LL BE TRAPPED IN THE LONELINESS FOREVER UNLESS SOMEONE SPECIAL WILL BLOOM INTO MY LIFE AGAIN...WHAT DO YOU EXPECT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE FOR ME,YOU TAKE ME FOR GRANTED AND THEN YOU BEG AND PLEA.EVERYTHING IS DIFFERENT NOW THERE IS JUST NO MORE FLAMES,NOW I REALIZE ALL THAT WHICH HAPPENED BETWEEN US WAS A GAME YOU PLAYED.YOU KILLED ME AND MURDERED MY LOVE,AFTER ALL THIS YOU EXPECT ME TO COME?YOU SHATTERED MY FEELINGS AND EVERYTHING WAS APART,YOU LEFT ME THAT DAY WITH A BROKEN HEART,THAT TENDER HEART WITH NO SPARE PARTS.BUT DON''T THINK I''LL CRY FOREVER I LOVE MY SELF TOO MUCH,BUT YES KNOW THIS YOU HURT ME SO SO MUCH.TODAY I AM SITTING HERE, WITH MY HEAD IN MY HAND,NOW I HAVE LEARNED TO EXPECT AND HOW TO UNDERSTAND.NOW I DO UNDERSTAND THAT REALITY IN PAIN,WHICH BROUGHT ME TEARS AND LEFT ME IN RAIN.NOW I AM TRYING AND MOVING ALONG,BUILDING MY COURAGE AND BECOMING STRONG.BUT TODAY ON THIS SAD AND QUIET NIGHT, AS MY DREAMS WENT THROUGH,I REALIZE MY MISTAKE THAT I WAS WRONG TO LOVE YOU.