The Heartwrenching sequel to 'Those three little worrds' and prequel to 'The pain ligners on'
Depression
- part two There once was this girl whom I loved so very much,
Her beauty, her personality, her very loving touch,
But then she broke my
heart and we had to part,
For it felt like a thousand darts pierced the core of my heart
I gave her everything one man could possibly give,
Loving gifts, the fullness of my heart and an unconditional love,
The gifts she discarded, my heart was torn,
And my love for her was thrown away like a helpless fawn.
I say I forget her, I care for her not,
My feelings are old, molded away like an ageing rot.
I may convince the world of my departed feeling,
But the way I feel now, it needs major healing.
The day I first saw her, I remember with a smile,
But now looking back at those memories I am consumed by my bile.
I want to forgive her, I really do,
But inside I am crushed, like an old worn out shoe.
I know I will never see her again,
And knowing this I feel like I’m going insane.
I just wish I could give her one last hug and tell her how I feel,
Tell her that for one year, she made me
happy, brought me to kneel.
I guess this is goodbye, I just wish we could have left on better terms,
And as this is not the case, it feels like I am speared by a herd of Pachyderms.
You did make me happy, you made me full of glee,
And even though I am now full of pain, it was worth it for love I felt and did truly see.
Thank you for reading this piece. It's not over yet, thier is one final piece, even more heart wrenching! Three months later. How am I coping?
Please read the final piece 'The pain lingers on...'