My name is Monica Ferguson. Since i have known myself, i have always wanted and needed
to write a book on my life experience as a child growing up.
I have bottled alot of pain and fear from withen my soul mind spirit and heart due to the torture as child, that i have never asked for.
I needed to share these experience with society, and to all the homeless teens, drug addicts, alcoholics, etc.
Many of us go through extreme experiences in life against our own will, against our wishes, it all has been taken away from us for there is no one to listen, no one to talk to, no one to hear us.
I am now a mother, married, going through divorce, i am now a grandmother, trying to do my best and help as much children i can in the name of Jeus, for what we are experiencing, should not even be happening!!!!
It really amazes me to see how the system creates all of these rules and regulations, but yet it is not for themselves, it is sooo twisting, can never understand why.
It comes to my understanding, the system has this grid where they pick and choose, and do what ever and as they please, the poorer class does not really have much to say, the middle class does not have much to say, only the rich, and now it appears to me no matter how rich a person may be or how much riches they have it can never bring happyness, not can it save your life.
People tends to use there titles, and riches to control, it is not right! I see the poor begging, but yet they are taken for liberty, only to be seen and not herd!!!
I see the rich walking proud, smiling, but yet there hearts, are empty!
MY YOUTH OF ABUSE, TORTURE
FROM AGE 5, 5 YEARS OF AGE!!!