Shall it be forever is a sentence I always hear,
Will it be forever is a saying I do fear.
thinking of the happy
times,
As well as the sad,
Keeping my lifestyle into shape is nothing I have had.
The
memories are waiting on a shelf up above,
With stories seen from miles around in Cooks Town and in Bluff.
the poem ends here right now, I am so sorry to say,
Its been fun to share with you the poem I wrote today.
Above that you have read is a poem I wrote when I was around 13.
Its been my most strongest point of letting my feelings go through a pen with my thoughts down on paper to share later in life. Growing up is tough for everyone, some more than others. But if a person cannot release there feelings in some form, It can catch up with you in the later years. I am blessed to be able to write into words my minds thoughts, instead of turning to drugs or alcohol to suppress painful memories etc.
Most of the poetry you may have read of mine have similarities.
Confined deep in my heart is still a lost little girl now a young lady, still trying to find herself.
Self Esteem is a big issue, as each peice of my poetry that enters this site, I am sharing with the world a little about me, one day to be a book on why a lost little girl now a young lady is confined deep within her heart. Supressed memories will be released and the world and myself will then know who really is Karina Carrington?
I am not a proffessional writer, I feel my writing could become something more than a personal journey through life. Life is a learning experience and everyday I challenge myself to succeed with at least dignity, to know when I lay my head down of a night I know I am just a step away from a dream come true, The inch of encouragement is all that it takes me to wake up and get out of bed in the morning as hard as each day is.
The movie "Pay it Forward" Its a reality check on my part, I believe good can come of others. Its apart of faith that we just have to have otherwise where are we?
Its very true that
teachers have the best jobs in the world, forget the pay checks for now, I am refering again to that movie where my favorite question from this movie is "What do you do that makes this world so great" the teacher replies "I get up, eat a hearty breakfast, I arrive at school on time, and I pass the buck onto you" The buck being knowledge. Teachers are gifted, unfortunatley there talent is not regonised or respected by some individuals.
I guess the conclusion to this piece above is that if you have a goal, a dream of some sort and it looks impossible to achieve because of the complications life has put fourth to us at this time, we just need to collect our thoughts of an evening when its all quiet to be able to go to bed and try and try again when you wake up of the morning to yet again face that task.