The life behind him, the adventures of young jewish loving a goyim. It’s the myth of Britannicus. He is issue of midlle class
oriental jewish who has idolize it like the alone male and in the time exploit for the same reasons. Widowed, his mother, Maminadore, has utilize him for the “business” since his more
young age. He has done assumed alone the difficult situation, and, for the beautiful sweet teenager, intellectual and artist who he was, sometimes traumatize. He is sacrified it, modeling to this that went Mamiadore. By the follow, unable to feel the violent desire or of the express in act, fickle and disillusion-he let him live, wear by the wind and of his facilities. His life all whole represent a meeting lack. At times, a jump of energy unexpected push him to exit of intemporal univers and evanescent who is the his, but never complete and also never pursue. He like a woman, let leave her, despair when she married with an other, dream of her the night.... he has lost her, don’t know retain her – he haven’t even never tempt, as she demanded that this. Miricaly, he arrive to re-find her, to marry ot her in a smoke of revolt uneard -she is not jewish- and let her leave a new time.... She come back, he is happy, this time... and she finish by to leave him definitively, tire of live with a catacter touching but disconcerting, who isn’t never here, hold a speech contradictory until that inconsistency and let her almost all the time alone to moment where she had need of him... leave to impose when she is abandon. He is in colocation with his wife. In depper, he don’t want to be happy. Romantic, he hold her to phone and following the e-mails the moving speech, the declamation of love, she’s moved... then, he adds who he prefer the easily and that come to see represent an effort who he feels unable to do : six hundred miles, it’s too, too long, too expensive, too difficult, he must do his luggage, and so on? The wheter is uncertain in the south of france – All in him is subjet to question, to interrogation without end. He must take the tube, it’s complicate, he haven’t the strong, and in dispite of this, he like her, she is the the same sens of his life... – Britanicus has someting of Kafka, in less romantic. – He play to idolize and hurt in the same sentence, by say a thing and his opposite, or by say a thing and do an other... and vice versa. His boorishness, well changeable, isn’t simulate. Yes, he go to come ensure him because he don’t live without her? A month after, he haven’t her never recall, and finaly, he anounce her of atonish voice who he can’t come before one month at least, and again. Following a e-mail of fire and melancholy to the same time. He liked, but something –who don’t identified him-
prevent it. There are always something who prevent it. In the past Maminadore plar the role, he look like to deplore. It was wrong, where he is being use : he don’t live without something who prevent it to advance, he must to be more happy, and that he can’t do. He don’t support that love him because he will be happy, and went against to live rules who has learn : he must serve his first tribute and don’t take of pleasure in his life. In plus, the orther musn’t take the pleasure too. He wan’t to be happy and that the other around of him be happy. At the end of three hours of tiring discussion, he finish by to anounce her, like if it was the only goal of Viridiana, who he go finish to come... Perhaps, in two week, he will do an effort. He has promiss. He has the gift of transform a simple act and natural- make love in this case- by duty via the agree of other person prevent to do it. When she don’t support less his husband she answer that her don’t fell nothing, he is sincerly ennoy- and reporch him of all complicated; When the thing are so simple ! he has said who he do all of her, why this reaction of ill susceptibility? He stood almost to the thanks and here that... For Britanicus, the mood of Viridiana is totaly unanderstood. He like totaly, and she done the “histories”. Be, she refuse, he don’t come. Sorry ... – There are a cut price for Pentecote add him. – When she finsh by hang up, tire, between the laugh and the tears, he is really despair. The women are complicated, think him. He is impossible to establish with hers the normal relations. When Viridiana will deceive him with a young man crazy of passion, he will show hurt without tell one word. She is leaved, think him, melancholy. She don’t love really like I love her. She is deceptive. He console oneself –enough quick- on Internet with a young woman who appreciate cinema and theater, a invite of saturday. But, it’s Viridiana who like and regret. He will do no nothing for to reconquer, will wait until to the end a unlikely love, it’s same a dream and he can’t speak non receive.