I think the worst thing that one can ever do with himself or herself is to comit
suicide. I know it from my own experience. Once when my things really went wrong I
decided to put an end to my
life. I would have never dreamed of killing myself but I almost did it. It all happened when my girlfriend left me, I got fired from my work place, and my father called me a tramp. I really felt so useless that I decided to hang myself up. But before doing it I took a book from the shelf which turned out to be the Bible. I
opened it and I started to write my last
letter to my father. Meanwhile I took in about thirty
pills to make sure that I will not survive. I was writing when I felt something strange in my body. The pills wanted to kill me before I finish my letter. I had a starnge feeling. I looked out ofthe window and I saw the sun shining and birds flying. Then I changed my mind. I decided to continue living. At that very moment the Bible fell out of my hands. I was facing
Death fear. Virtually I was dying. It crossed my mind for some seconds that it was a death sentence. Luckily for me my life instincs were stronger than I thought. I movedto the door and opened it. I found myself in front of my mother. Then there was a back out. The next picture was a face who was talking to me.
Now I know that life is really worth living. I have loved my Life ever since.
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