Have you tried talking to yourself when you are alone? Have you tried asking yourself where do I go from here? Are your
plans
already set? Can you se yourself in the
future?
I am now about to graduate and leave my college life. I am about to finish this chapter I am reading and I am about to open the next chapter, soon to be the next page in my book of life or I would like to call it as the book of my experience.
Everytime I always think of all my plans as to what I want to do in my near future after my graduation. For sure, I will not depend anymore to my parents and I have to face challenges that will come into my lif without relying to my parents. I have so many plans, and I want to do alot of things. However everytime that my bestfriend ask me what I am going to do after graduation I will always
answer I don''t know, though I am so sure of all my plans. I just don''t know why I always answer I DO NOT KNOW.
I am always bothered by my consistent answer, and so I thought that I do not know where I am going and in which path I will walk with. I thought that I only have plans but my plans turned out to be not organized. And so one day, I asked myself again, where will I go from here? I took a deep breath and relaxes myself. I left the real world and went into my fantasy world where all my plans and goals are there, and it lead me to a deep reflection within myself. I don''t want to be lost I want to have a way, a path that will lead me towards the achievement of all my dreams.
In my deep reflection I realized that I already have the way, the path where I want to follow. I cam into the understanding of my consistent answer " I DO NOT KNOW". Now I understand why I always have that answer because, there are many things in this world that cannot be express into words and can never be elaborated through words. Words are not enough to say it all, to say what''s inside of me, to say which way I will go.
I remembered my past lesson on my Philosopy class, the oriental philosophy that "language limits experience". I strongly believe on that, that''s why I can''t answer the question that talks about future.
I also realized that I am always ready and willing to accept anything that will happen to my near future. I am just human I am imperfect and so I may also fail in fulfilling my ambitions that''s why I never want to say the things that I want to do that allows other people to set some expectations on me because I am not a woman of words.
I would like to encourage other people as well not to talk and to talk, to brag and to brag, to promise and to promise, in short do not be a man or woman of words, just keep it inside and work for it.