as my life start...in a age of 9 i learn so much bout the world,for example how i grow up in clumsy place and broken family..but even in my youngest age i learn to live life to the fullest,i learn to love simple thing which most of the common people regrets about it...as i see the people now lots of them were very defendent,in my young age i learn to work hard even feeling cold outside just to search food for my silblings..of course as a eldest it was my responsibility...peolple against peolple,i write this not just to ask for pity but for people to know how hard life is..so that the government would give importance to those who belongs a family like me..and maybe just to let everybody know what could one dollors can do for us..maybe in a western country it mybe a little amount but perhaps to us it can give food,water and even a ticket for a ride to apply for jobs...i realize how hard life is without parent,without education and without supportive government...all concerns must know to give importance to life!!!,yah i must admit sometimes i attemp suicide but a questions comes to my mind.
..IS THIS THE ANSWER FOR ALL OF THIS.!..i have realized i have my younger sister and brother that defends on me so i must work double time even it cause me so much illness,i continue to work and to let my parent know how hard life they cause for there brake up...parent should open there eyes that in every decision they made they would think what it could bring to there children they must learn to love there families so that there would no more hungry woman like me not only for food,but most specially LOVE by a parent..i cant blame both my parent but my fathers always blaming me..get drunk almost everyday, argued in me and telling me im have no used ,even if i tried my best to do all the work just to have our food,i love my father but he is being so un resonable and irresponsible...maybe these goes my life is before it to late i like to make the right paths for my younger sister and brother!!!