I have given you so much of my patience and
understanding. I can''t decipher the way you think and make decisions? Is it
worth turning your back for an innocent child? Have you not
realize that he does nothing wrong to you? Up until when will you keep your door close and your heart so hard? Why do you keep on blaming everything to me? I have humbled myself to you but you never seem to appreciate. If I had sinned to you,I have paid it already more than I should be? Why does it seem meaningless to you that he is breathing despite of your inequities to him?
I don''t know if all this pain I am experiencing right now is the result of my disobedient to God?Or if this is part of molding me to become a more responsible Christian?
I am a mother,I may not be perfect but all I ask is whats right for my son. I never intended to ruins anyone''s life. To have peace of mind is my greatest wish up to this moment. I never claim that I am always right infact I only beg for your
understanding that I am only human. But things seems so hard for you to comprehend.
I''m loosing my hope, I don''t think you would one day realize what I am fighting for. You do what you think is right and I''ll do mine. I am not asking for a battle between us,but I don''t think that we would be able to compromise.