Had a car
accident a week ago; the car was really damaged from the front side and the back side, I really had no hand in
what happened I just stopped for a red sign but two cars hit me from behind pushing me to hit the car in front of me.
I wasn’t injured thanks to god, It was a stupid
accident, my car needs a lot of reparations, a lot of money but what really relaxed me is that I was so calm, I even thanked god for it before getting out of my car, and I remained calm even after I saw the damages, “elhamdo l’ Alah” cool relaxing words that comfort your soul in seconds.
Any way what happened after the accident is what bothered me the most, I had to stay standing for four hours in the streets talking to all passing bys, explaining what happened in the accident and how we are going to solve it.
Four long hours even though I asked for nothing from any one and even though no one blamed me but I had to be there till the police officer comes and he never came, as usual they are always late, and later than you can ever imagine.
Had to let go my course and to apologize for all my appointments for the rest of the day but it didn’t bother me at all thanks god, saying Thank god from the heart before even knowing what happened eases things on your soul and it is true, everything got easier and even though I use public transportation these days I am enjoying it very much.
It seams I got educational fever, from studying nothing from long time to full time studying, I applied in two courses, one in IT and one in project management, my brain demanded lots of exercises to start up but by time I will be back to my normal condition, the moment I got back my enthusiasm for reading my time is fully occupied, I hope studying wont let it go again.
Here it comes the end of this year 2007, a sudden weird end for one hell of a year, a year full of successes and few failures, a generally happy year, although life became harder from many aspects on people this year but it is a normal stable year with no fatal disasters.
It ended with all its
memories, fun, sorrows, tears and laughters, and a new hope for a better year is arising, who knows the pair numbers always win.
Will try to make the best out of my long vacation, it could be a beautiful one, specially it is the longest from our honeymoon.
I can’t deny the weather is affecting me these days, I adore the winter with all its clouds and rain and it is a perfect winter for some time now, it is the perfect adjustment to my colour palette, it makes me see things brighter and magical, it make me see people classy and well behaved, it is like living in a world of dreams.
I am blocked , something is blocking my mind from writing, from expressing what’s in it, may be lots of studies, lots of worries, lots of duties, lots of Musts, who knows ? But it is definatly one of these Lots and I think a long vacation could help in this situation.