THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG.I WANTED TO SHARE WHAT I THINK ABOUT THIS WORLD.I WAS BORN ON 3rd OCTOBER,1987 IN A MIDDLE CLASS
FAMILY.MY FATHER IS AN ENGINEER.WHEN I WAS A KID I HAD GOLDEN HAIRS AND WAS REALLY CUTE BUT THIS ALL HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY BLOG.THIS WAS JUST MY INTRODUCTION.A NEW BLOGGER IS BORN AT 4:30 AM ON 12TH JAN,2007.
HAVE U EVER THOUGHT ABOUT THIS WORLD IN WHICH WE LIVE.I HAVE SEEN MY LIFE CHANGING EVERYDAY.WHEN I WAS BORN I DID NOT KNOW ANYTHING.SLOWLY SLOWLY I LEARNED WALKING AND TALKING.THEN STARTED THOSE NEVERENDING CHANGES WHICH TRANSFORMED ME AS A PERSON.WHEN I WAS I YEAR OLD THIS WORLD SEEMED NOTHING BUT A PLAYGROUND TO ME.AT THAT TIME I WAS NOT KNOWING WHETHER I WAS A BOY OR GIRL,WHETHER I WAS A RICH OR POOR,WHETHER I WAS A HINDU OR MUSLIM.SLOWLY SLOWLY I STARTED LEARNING ABOUT MYSELF AND THIS WORLD.FIRST THING I LEARNED WAS MY NAME.THEN REST ALL OF THE THINGS I LEARNED GRADUALLY.DURING THE 20 YEARS I SPENT ON THIS EARTH I MADE MANY FRIENDS,MANY WELLWISHERS AND HOPEFULLY VERY FEW ENEMIES.BUT THE REASON WHY I M WRITING THIS BLOG IS BECAUSE I HAVE A REGRET DEEP WITHIN MY HEART.I MADE MANY FRIENDS BUT I ONLY USED ALL OF THEM.I WAS NEVER LOYAL TO ANYBODY.IT IS NOT THAT I BETRAYED ANYBODY BUT IT WAS THIS WORLD WHICH CHANGED ME.NOW U DON''T MISUNDERSTAND ME.YOU ALL MUST BE THINKING THAT I MUST HAVE CHEATED SOMEBODY OR FLIRTED WITH SOMEBODY.WHAT HAS HAPPENED WITH ME HAPPENS WITH EVERYONE AND ALL OF YOU WILL FIND A LITTLEBIT OF YOUR OWN STORY IN MY STORY.WHEN I WAS A KID I PLAYED WITH THE CHILDREN OF MY SERVANT.TODAY I CAN''T DO THAT.I MADE MANY FRIENDS DURING MY EARLYSCHOOLYEARS BUT I CAN''T BE SAME PERSON WITH THEM AS I USED TO BE BECAUSE NOW I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT MY REPUTATION BECAUSE SOME HAVE MOVED FAR AHEAD IN LIFE AND ARE MORE SUCCESSFUL THAN ME AND WHEN I AM WITH THEM I BECOME OVERCONSCIOUS AND SOME HAVE REMAINED FAR BEHIND THAN ME THAT I DON''T FIND MYSELF COMFARTABLE WITH THEM.FEW YEARS BACK WE ALL WERE SAME CRACKING JOKES AT ONE ANOTHER BUT NOW WHEN WE HAVE STEPPED INTO THIS REAL MATERIALISTIC WORLD WE ALL FRIENDS ARE LOST.WE CANNOT BE THE SAME FRIENDS WE USED TO. BE.NOW A GAP HAS BEEN CREATED WHICH CANNOT BE BRIDGED.A GAP OF STATUS,A GAP OF RELIGION, A GAP OF NATIONALITY.I HAVE LOST ALL MY FRIENDS AND WILL MAKE NEW FRIENDS BUT WILL SURELY LOSE THEM ALSO FOR ONE REASON OR OTHER BECAUSE ALL THESE CHANGES ARE PROGRESSIVE AND CONTINOUS.WE CAN NEVER STOP THEM.ALL OF US WILL HAVE TO LIVE THIS LIFE AND NOBODY CAN CHANGE THIS.BUT THIS ALL WILL SURELY STOP.WE ALL WILL AGAIN BECOME SAME .ALL THESE DIFFERENCES WHICH THIS WORLD HAS CREATED WILL CERTAINLY END WHEN WE WILL LEAVE THIS EARTH AND WILL ENTER A NEW WORLD WHERE WE ALL WILL BE THE CHILDREN OF SAME OMNIPRESNT GOD.WE ALL WILL HAVE SAME STATUS SAME NATIONALITY AND SAME RELIGION.THIS WORLD WILL BE A BEAUTIFUL PLACE TO LIVE IF WE REALISE THIS THING IN THIS WORLD ONLY.
UDAY AWASTHI