Who am I?
When I born as a child every one kissed me and showed their love towards me. As
the days went on and on, I realized within myself unbelievable changes into my physique. I felt so shy when I had to meet boys in my same age. I could not talk freely as other boys talk with each other. I felt as if I were a lady who is fretting to marry a man. I started to hide myself and always wanted to spend time in an isolate place. However this could not be possible as I was pursuing my School Final year. My
friends and others could easily identify the changes into my body which gave them a surprise and at the same time they also started to make fun of each of my activities. For example when I had to cross my co students I could hear some filthy jokes and comments which no one could hear. Further I met physical harassment through neighbors, friends and so on. I was disliked by every one even by my parents..
Finally I decided to leave my house permanently and did so. I had to discontinue my studies though I intended to continue it. I went to Mumbai and got operated to have an appearance as a lady by physique. I survive dancing in rich peoples’ houses for any occasion. However I could not forget the trials and pains I meet through the society, friends and relatives. How far it would continue? I don’t have the answer. This is not my fault to have this type of body constitute. I could not understand people’s mentality. They worship with respectful words and offer their respect and reverence to the idol which is in the transformed form whereas I and other people like me stand as living witness of that God, we are isolated, teased, and
neglected from every part of community. We have the same talent and intelligence as others have .But we could not shine as our achievements are not recognized by any one of this society. We are unwantedly neglected from this society. How far we can lead our life like this? We are disabled neither physically nor mentally. We are the people who are not included in Male gender or Female gender. But our hearts are always tender only.
We are also human beings having same sort of sensitiveness, emotions and feelings as others have which I want to be realized and accepted by every one. ..
If any one could tear few drops after reading this I hope that would be a stepping stone for the recognition opeople like me and also it would be a great success for realizing our agony by this humble write up.
S.Renuka
Email: renukasteno@yahoo.co.in
Phone:28446597