Sometimes, you just want to
believe. You want to believe so badly. Believe that inside, everyone is good. That they
have a heart inside.
Believe that there really is someone thats looking out for you. Someone thats looking out for everyone. And they believe. You
want to believe that everything happens for a reason. All you''''ve been
through has a purpose. Not just that you can find something good in
something bad, or a reason in an event, but that it really means
something. That you''''re part of a bigger picture. That one day the things
that have happened to you, lead you somewhere you''''re meant to be.I don''''t want blind faith. That implies that you''''re not sure if you''''re right, that what you believe is true.I
don''''t want to just think that I''''m right either. That there is in fact a
reason you go through things, because they "make you who you are, and
something good will always come of it."I want to know. I want to believe. And U want for it to be true.If you''''re a smart ass, you can say, "Its called the Bible."Well, you''''re a smart ass so shut up. Everyone
has to find their own faith, their own reason to believe. But you never
know if its real, or if its just something called conviction.Maybe thats all that believing is. Just believing in you. In that you''''re right, that there is something else.But then maybe, it might also be something called Dillusion.Can I come back in a few years with a conclusion?Or maybe some
belief.