It is hard to accept that you left, its even harder to think about you not coming back. We have been together, more than
a couple, for years now.Its hard to think that i mgith never touch you again or kiss you or hug you; its hard for me to think of you without crying now because i don't have you any more.Its hard to
imagine never falling
asleep in your bed and waking up from you kissing my eyelids; its hard to imagine that there won't be any more love letters or notes.Its hard to imagine never smelling your hair or eating with your family or showering at your house,Its hard to imagine you never picking me up again, going ut to eat, swimming,Its hard to imagine not hearing your voice when i am scared or alone, and its hard to imagine not being the reason you are happy anymore.What right does he have to take you away?Don't you miss the hundreds of burnt CDs i'd make you, always with the same songs, always the sme memories.Don't you miss me whispering in your ear or making cat noises at you, don' you miss me blowing on your face when you were asleep to wake you up?Don't you miss the long phone calls and the talks we'd have sitting on your bed. Don't you miss falling asleep with me?Don't you miss holding my hand or feeling my skin, don't you miss my smell, the scent i'd leave on your pillow after laying there for hours.Don't you miss my stupid jokes and rambling talks, don't you miss my useless knowledge?Don't you miss my logic and my understanding, don' you miss my compromising nature?Don't you miss listening to my heart beat when we were close together?Don't you miss me?I just wish i could kiss you.I wish you were here.I love you and i miss you, more than you will ever really know.Love is hard.And sometimes i think that life is out to kill you.