QUEST IONS????
So how do we define love? I wish I had an answer…because in my wildest of dreams I never
thought I would be asking myself this question…far less trying to answer it myself!!! But somehow rightfully said, “change is the only constant thing in
life”. Gosh! And I thought I was happiest being alone…never ever in my life did I seemed so wrong! I think time and again…what’s in him that’s so different? Why do I go weak on my knees just because he looked at me with those deep eyes? Why is that I have this butterfly kind of feeling in my stomach at the very thought of even meeting him? This is so not me…or is it a part of me that I never
knew existed? May be it is that dormant side of me which I never allowed to surface…but now that it has…I
feel life never was so beautiful. Life is so full of surprises!! Things that seem so insignificant at one point of time might become the very essence of our living later. So, why do these “things” happen? Is there a reason behind the same or is it just destined? So many questions, so many thoughts, so many compromises and so many complexities…where do I fit in? I
don’t
know as of yet! I am desperately trying to seek the answers…can someone please help? Can you? Am not even sure who’s taking the decisions in my life now…my heart or my
mind? Because till date my mind always had an upper hand…well! Not any longer. Am I behaving just like everybody else? Does this happen to all who are in love? If so then why does it feel much much more that just love? Why does this relationship seems to have a strength that can forgo any onslaught…. both of the past or the future? Why do I feel that come what may…our love would prevail? Or am I giving too much into it that I am actually letting myself sucked into the quagmire of emotions and expectations? Is it normal? Is it right? Is it rational? Then again I know everything in life cannot be guided by rationality…some things happens because it has to. I hope he happened because he had to…one way or other. How can someone bring out the child in me and at the same time make me feel like a woman? I never knew someone could kiss me so passionately that I can almost melt in his arms. I never realized I could reciprocate so intimately! I never knew one could be so gentle and loving at the same time that coming out of the embrace can hurt so much. But this is how things stand…and even if I don’t know if I fit in…I desperately want to… with all my heart! The ball is in your court honey…
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