MY MIND'S GONE GOSH ITS DEAD,RED COVERED IN BLOOD.IT SEEMS AS IF I'M NOT LOVE.THE WRLD DOESN'T CARE NO ONE WILL MINE IF I LEAVE YES! THEY WOULD BE SO HAPPY THAT THEY WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO BEAR TO ONLY AVE A SMILE ON THIER FACE EVERYDAY AFTER MY DEATH THEY'LL BE GOING AROUND TELLING EVERONE THE GOOD NEWS,SPREADING IT AS FAST AS A JET.THEY'LL NOT B UPSET,BUT THEY'LL BE BE SCARED THEY'LL ALL AVE THE FEAR THAT I THE DEVIL WOULD BE BACK,AS A MATTER OF BANG!!.......
I THOUGHT IT WUZ OVER BUT IT HAS JUST BEGUN THE DEPRESSION TA I AVE CONFUSED THATZ WAT I'M ALWAYS FEELING BLUES THATZ WAT I'M ALWAYS FEELING INSIDE BEHIND THE SCENE IN MA MIND NO ONE CAN GET IN PROBALEY ONLY ONE....
I DON'T KNOW WATZ RONG WIT ME EVERYDAY ITZ THE SAME.I GET OUT MA BED N BECUM D DEVIL. I TRY TO RITE REALLY WIT ALL MY MITE BUT EVERDAY A GET IN TROUBLE...I AVE BROKEN ALL D RULES AND MAKE MYSELF LOOK LIKE A FOOL.I'M SO CONFUSE, I DON'T EVEN KNOW MY LEFT FROM MY RIGHT IN MY WORLD ITS ALL WAYS NEVER WIIL THERE B LITE.I DON'T KNOW WAT TO DO WIT MY LIFE.IT'S LIKE I'M ON A BREAKLESS BIKE,I'M HOLDING ON TIGHT TRYING TO STOP IT BUT IT SEEMS HAS IF IT WON'T STOP UNTIL IT CRASHES.IT SEEMS AS IF MY FUTURE IS DISINTGRATING LOOK IT'S ALMOST ASHES,I'M TRYING TO HOLD IT BUT IT KEEPS SLIPING EVEN THOUGH I TRY NOT TO LET IT GO.NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME THEY THINK I'M CRAZY BUT THEY DON'T KNOW ME THEY HARDLY EVER SEEN MY REAL SIDE.MY MIND IS LIKE A DUNGEN FOR MY FEELINGS THEY ARE LOCKED UP IN THERE AND I'M THE ONLY OE THAT KNOWS THIS.I NEED SOMEONE TO SPEAK TO BUT KNOW ONE IS ERE TO LISTEN BUT WHEN THEY ARE I WON'T AVE ANYTHING TO TELL PROBALEY I'LL BE DEAD........
LOOK IN MY FACE,LOOK IN MY EYES,YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME BUT YOU DON'T KNOW THE REAL I'M LOCKED UP INSIDE MY OWN MIND.SOME TIMES I DON'T SLEEP I JUST STAY AWAKE N CRY WHY WHEN ISPEAK IT JUST AIN'T D REAL ME IT'S SOME SOME CRAZY GAY, I'M LOCKED UP IN MY MINE NOT ABLE TO SHINE.IT'S LIK I'M A MIME, I WANT TO CUMMUNICATE WIT OTHERS BUT THERE IS ONE PROBLEM I'M FORCED NOT TO SPEAK.I DON'T KNOW Y I'M THIS WAY WHY DID I GET THIS FAITH....
NOW THESE ARE EVIL SUICIDAL POEMS
I'LL PLAY WIT DEMONS FROM HELL TODAY AFTER I DROP DEAD.11 A.M THATZ WHEN IT WILL HAPPEN RITE AFTER D LUNCH BELL.NO ONE WILL CARE IF THE SEE ME TWIST OR TWOST, THEY'LL BE GLAD WHEN THEY HEAR ME COUGH, GASP FOR BREAH I'LL BREAK IN SWEET THE OVERDOSE OF ECSTASY WILL SEND ME BACK WHERE I CAME FROM.LET ME TRY THIS MAYBE IT WILL BE FUN COME LET ME LOAD UP THIS GUN.BAN BANG!!!........
DEA MR.DEVIL I WANT TO TALK TO U ON A BIG MAN LVL BCUZ RITE NOW IM BEING BROKEN DOWN TO REBEL. I DON'T LIKE THIS PLACE CALL EARTH RITE ERE I'M BEING TREATED LIKE DIRT EVERYDAY BEING HURT.TO ME LIFE IS LIKE "WA DI BLOUSE N SKIRT!!!".LIFE IS LIKE A NIGHTMARE THAT I WANT BE SHAKED OUT OF. WHEN PERSONS ARE ANGRY THEY TAKE THERE ANGER OUT ON ME LIKE I'M NOTHING WIT NO FEELING, THE KIND OF PAIN I AVE THERE IS NO HOPE 4 HEALING.THE ONLY WAY OUT OF THIS IS TO GO BACK TO HELL,MR.DEVIL PLZ KILL ME,I WANT TO BE DEAD YES I WANT TO BE CARRIED TO A FUNERAL IN THAT MAGICAL BOX THAT SENDS YOU TO HELL YES I WANT TO PLAY WIT THE CUTE DEMONS I WANT TO BE THE ONE AT THE FUNERAL,,THE REAON WHY THEY PLAY THE CHURCH BELL.
OK THIS IS DIFFRENT...............
I JUST HAD , JUST HAD A VISION.I'M NOW A POSSES WHO AVE JUST GONE THROUGH EXORSISIM.I JUST CLEARED MY MIND AND MY MY EYES NOW I SEE A CLEARER PATH, ALL MY BAD THOUGHT WERE WASHED OUT OF MY DURING MY LAST BATH, THIS MOST PERSONS THOUGHT WAS AN IMPOSSIABLE TASK.I'LL NOW TEACH AND SHOW THEM LIKE A TEACHER IN A CLASS THAT ALL MY RONG DOINGS ARE JUST A THING OF THE PAST.