Two days ago, I saw this Korean movie...it''s
really make my mind about love open wide when it related to someone special
for me. What is the most fear when I am being in relationship with someone that I loved? Do I fear my couple will cheat on me? Lie to me? Or treat me very bad? Before I saw this movie, I thought like that...but there''s something deeper than those reasons...The
most fear is when I am being together, deeply in love, so many smile
and happpiness...but I only have short time to enjoy that moment. I
think it''s
really painfull...it can''t be described by words...only
tears and sadness...for I will be losing my special person that I want
more time to be together. Maybe I just can do, only
hope &
pray...hope & pray that HE will give me a little time longer to
spend my time with someone I love...even just for a day, an hour or a
minute...eventough faith is running on me. Losing someone I love
when I break up, it''s totally sad...but losing someone I really love
beacuse I can''t againts the most defeateable will...death I mean...it''s
really worst. I''m just hoping & praying it won''t be happened to
me. I just want to pray to GOD...I really pray to you, my mighty
GOD...please don''t put myself into that situation. I''m just human
being, I just weak. Please don''t give me trial that too much hard. I
just want to live happily forever with someone I love. I really
learn one thing from this movie...when I already found my true love, I
don''t want to underestimate love...or treat my love very bad...I just
want to make her happy...hopefully I can make it no matter how. Because
true love for me is really precious and to find true love is not easy,
it takes time...that''s why I hope I can do the best when the time of
true love come. God bless me and all of us. Amin.