This is the sequel of the abstract "The night when my stomach started to get bigger". Here I give more details to my reader,
about happened after the tragic accident.
My father's voice echoed into my mind: "Bring back home the car, your sister needs in the early morning, so you must be back in a human time".
I knew which where my responsibilities, I'm a young man but I know my duties, and mostly they are duties that I must respect, they are about my family. But I couldn't stop drinking. It was the only way that could make me forget the horrible situation in which I was dropped in. I had to delete those images from my mind, where I was so unpleasant noice from my bottom, after my stomach trouble. The most of people at Eva's birthday was laughing over me.
I couldn't remain there as nothing was happened. So I accepted a glass of white wine, then another one, and then a series of beers. I tried to overpass the situation of silence which had fell in the room. Of course the people kept on talking around, but the small words that I've captured from their conversating made clear that they were doing jokes on me. I felt very embarrassed, how I couldn't feel so?
My father's voice in my voice was not so grave as the people's joking was.
Eva came to me and asked me: "Marzio, is it all ok? Do you feel right?"
I didn't know what to say.
I scrolled my shoulder and replied: "Of course. What could go wrong? It's a very nice party. I enjoy the place. Nice music, nice people. Unfortunately I still suffer about my stomach problems, but this is doesn't forbid me to have fun".
I didn't know what to reply, and maybe I said these words without a serious intention.
She smiled to me and got very kind, saying: "That's nice. I'm glad that you came. I was afraid that you wouldn't have accepted, after the argue that you had with my brother Glenn.
"Oh, take it easy", I said smiling, as if I din't give any importance to that, "I even don't remember what has happened between us".
She smiled to me in a so tender way, that immediately I thought that she could have some secret and tender interest on me. Honestly, I think that I've never met a so stunning and good-looking girl like her.
My mind started to fly. Alchool helped my imagination to fly in a space populated by every kind of situations and dreams, images, coloured emotions. I felt like being in paradise.
I wanted to say something to Eva. She was so beautful, in the moment when she stared at me and was talking... Her mouth was beautiful in the act of pronunciating every word, even the most simple words like "Yes", "go", "tired", "you", "home".
I couldn't catch the meaning of all the phrases, but the sound of every single letter was so beautiful... My mind started to turn. I thought that I would have loved to kiss her.
I had not consciousness about what was happening out of my head. Something happened, and I could notice of it only after, because my mind was flying somewhere in the deep space...
There happened that the alchool made me burp.
I'm totally ashamed to admit, but while I was there, thinking about the most tender things in the world, all the possibility that I had about making something of lovely with this wonderful and sweet girl, my mouth made an horrible burp come out.
Then, my consciousness didn't interprete properly her reaction. But seemed to me that she was still smiling, and her face was still looking at me in a kind shape. I smiled too.
It was the fact that announced an important development in the birthday party atmosphere.
Even other people noticed about it.
But I'll talk about it in my next post, because the space left for the story is very limited...