Granted I lay in bed, freshly awakened, with a sheet in his hand ... I wanted to write something to pour all their grief on a white sheet, but I felt nothing but dripping tears down my cheeks ... This burden chustvah ... This unrequited sorrow that plagued me like ages, my last exam and forces ... I wanted to share, but had no one, wanted to get rid of this load, but I was surrounded by enemies ... "To forgive? ... What? ... Shortly you experienced? What was wrong? Why can not I be loved? ...." - These were just some of the questions that went through my mind, lightning-fast and are so confusing. I got dressed and went to church ... Crossed, and entered ... I lit a candle ... And second and third. But how many candles should be burned to atone for my guilt ... Guilt I felt in my heart ...
"Forgiven" and to say "Forgive".
To forgive ... So I strongly forgiveness ... look around, but around me I see only strange, cool people ... Yeah ... Everything else is more important than to be human. I will not cry ... You grit your teeth, will close my eyes to sting and please pass forever ... You will not find feelings to anyone, no love and no, I will not cry ... not to hurt me ... Again! Where am I? Lost without a trace ... What am I? Remained something of me after all the pain ...?
If you have given to the hungry
trohitsa even bread from your bread.
If you are given the bum
even a spark of fire from his fire.
If you have given Milan
from your heart.
If you have given foreign
life by yourself.
If you have given, if you gave
if you give of yourself
not lived have not lived a blank.
How many times have I heard this song ... And I just thought about that exactly this is the answer ... What we live ... what else but love
love to donate ... And
coincidentally Aristotle said: "When we as individuals obey laws that
instruct us to act one way or another for the sake of the community as a
whole, it indirectly helps to increase the happiness of all human
beings." kept of who knows when ... Paper, which was collected human wisdom and experience ...
"While two to follow their human interests and to seek knowledge through various means,
they reveal that is not so important whether life has meaning, but
whether we attach meaning to the lives we live. "- Dalai Lama
Still waiting for someone else.
Unsure of himself. Distrustful, unbelieving. And why? Because I believe in myself ... Because we want to sazhalyavat, sachustvat us .... and we ... Because everyone has good in him. The question is whether it is sought. I do not remember how ... continue I only know that I stood on the floor, speechless, in tears ... True ... I was filled with hope ... Because I had a goal, not any purpose, and geek-crazy, stunning, spectacular ... Of which you hold your breath ... That will follow, whilst you, whilst they have ... My goal is happiness, love, to achieve something in life ...
I had already walked along a path ...
I had no right to turn nazad.Ostavashe just believe in yourself and chase the fear ... The road was long and rocky, but once it gone the only thing I could do was to enjoy the climb ...
"I lose my property
- A little lost.
I lose my honor
- Very lost.
I lose my courage
- All lost ... "