I would like to introduce " Drugaddict's diary ”, which in so very realistic prepare it describes main heroine's survivals, and simultaneously authoress - Barbary Rosiek.
Then the book not only about captivating the body and mind drugs, then the evocative history also many different symptoms of life, such how: the thirst of acceptance, revolt, fight, loneliness in wide meaning this word, strength and simultaneously the weakness, consciousness how and the ignorance of dyingness and nascency again.
We according to me this just thanks our weaknesses become stronger, they invigorate us hereinto to go before me. Think, that Ernesta's word Hemingwaya they fit to situation outright ideally main heroine "Man does not it be create to defeat. It it man was it been possible was was to destroy, but to does not it defeat ”.
Drugs destroyed her body, they enfeebled organism, they wounded I strangle and however she did not it surrender, she fought ad finem and won. Nobody did not it say, that will be easily, that her road to freedom it will be cleaned from every weeds and friction. Fate threw her logs under leg incessantly, she fought about it, turned over however wounds which brought back in time this wanders it were not rearwards painful not to permit her to get up and to go further. To go and to win.
This girl's attitude aroused in me great admiration. Fallen so low, and however she be able to to find in me strength and to win from nałogiem. According to me this book is about dyingness and nascency on new. Man dies differently cancer patient than drug addict. Man which knowsone's onion about disease it dies consciously, it knows that you would can on the next day him ostatnim day on the ground. Man dies differently, which gin in air - catastrophe whether in incident. It will not it to be on the time to wink , the second or and even the split second and there has not already no him.
It when all was has taken drugs was different seems far from well-known reality, man does not it to wake up from this even that it becomes with shadow that it goes away. When drug stops acting moments of horror appear. Fear before only me, ante mortem. It it was one should was take, but more to forget these terrible visions of one's end. So on roundly. Vicious circle there from which have not no exits.
To to take with such heavy situation how drugs necessary help is.
Helped barb her parents, men from Monaru, Marek Kotański, all those, which believed in her and her victory. The thanks him, but also the thanks his obstinacy and the strong will of fight the girl came back to world lively. It went away with ignorance, or with fear alpha, Filip, Iga and many of different in getting out already the eyes. Barb survived.
It can be successful you also. You dare call for help . Our life then fight, incessant fight, we have to to roll down every day fear with adversities of fate, and also and with only me, with one's desires and weaknesses.
I command Barbary's book Rosiek this which it had not yet contact from drugs - towards warning, to knew, that after powders world not at all is such pink it how it was can was to give and this which began already to they had passed from drugs experiments me matter from this, what they do before it will be late for.